Familijne | Désenchantée | Ms. vampire who lives in my neighborhood - Tonari no Kyuuketsuki-san


  • Published on: 19 August 2018
  • HEY EVERYONE... Welcome BACK to my channel! Today I wanted to sit down and just talk to you guys. It's been 2 weeks since The Secret Life of Jeffree Star has been out in the world and I wanted to address questions you guys had, and expand on a few topics... I also wanted to reveal a few dark secrets that I wasn't ready to tell Shane or talk about until now... My whole life I've had a very hard time opening up to anyone... Thank you for listening.


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  • Dawn Brady
    Dawn Brady   2 hours ago

    I think you are a very smart, beautiful, creative person and you deserve everything you have because you worked for it. I love that you are kind and that you don't shame others for their flaws, or being fat. You let down a lot of walls and that's brave but, now you know that you are loved for you. I would love to give you a big squishy hug and tell you how wonderful you truly are.

  • Donna Banck
    Donna Banck   3 hours ago

    Your collab with Shane gave me so much love and respect for you.

  • Maryam Dadar
    Maryam Dadar   6 hours ago

    His makeup is making me hard right now. So damn gorgeous!

  • Justine Gonzales
    Justine Gonzales   7 hours ago

    Thank you for opening up. I also deal with mental health issues & addiction issues so this video touched home for me. I found you to be very vulnerable and authentic and I think it’s so brave & admirable of you to put all this out there. This is why people love you bc you’re relatable and raw. No one talks about this shit but more often than not, people are dealing with some degree of this stuff and I just wanna thank you for speaking on it bc it helps end the stigma. I’ll keep you and your mom in my prayers, As an addict in recovery who still has loved ones in active addiction, I truly feel for you and your mom bc I understand both sides and it’s so fucking painful. Sometimes more so when you’re the one watching someone you love go thru that horrific life. Anyway, you’re truly an in inspiration, keep doing what you do and I hope no one gives you shit for this video bc I think it would be really cool and groundbreaking for you to continue to do videos like this💗

  • Arraya
    Arraya   7 hours ago

    Wow, that part with your mom was intense... I'm just so happy that you got to reconnect with her and help her <3

  • Ladyreaper25
    Ladyreaper25   7 hours ago

    Jeffrey darling you are a gem. It takes a lot of courage and strength to expose your inner most self like you have. I had to move to another country to escape my pain and it was the best decision I ever made. It saved my life and now I’m almost a nurse so I can save other people’s lives. You are beautiful and blessed and thank you for sharing your story. I hope I can meet you one day and just give you a big hug. Xxx stay strong babe!

  • Charmaine Fernandez
    Charmaine Fernandez   10 hours ago

    Jeffree, I’ve been following you for a month now. And I already loved the first video that I’ve watched. Then, I subscribed to your channel, followed you on SnapChat and Instagram. Shared your story to my family friends, and we all love you instantly. We love you! Everything about you. Sounds weird or funny, coz I haven’t seen you in person, but, really, thank you and iloveyou, Jeffree! I admire you and I believe in you. Will always support you. ❤️❤️❤️🇯🇵

  • Haley Hartley
    Haley Hartley   10 hours ago

    Jeferee I love that you let your guard down. The real you is so beautiful! Love conquers all!

  • So Get This Friends
    So Get This Friends   14 hours ago

    I haven't ever felt the need hurt myself but I have family that has and its a really hard thing to live with and I am proud that you have grown and gotten past your troubles. It's not easy and you should be proud of yourself and I hope you are.

  • Iiris Adelina
    Iiris Adelina   15 hours ago

    Just finished the 'Secret life of Jeffree Star'. You are such a strong human being. It must be fucking hard to deal with the stuff you have to deal with. I respect you so much for showing the 'bts'-material of your life and talking about your past in the series. You are an amazing and beautiful person.

  • Julie inthemoon
    Julie inthemoon   18 hours ago

    i didn't know you before watching shane's videos. you are incredible, i can't stop watching your videos. you are SO strong and SO brave ! Thank you for being you <3

  • Strwberypi Ashley Nabbefeld

    I am just watching this for the first time, and I have such tremendous adoration for you Jeffree. I didn't watch the Shane video (I might tonight) but I honestly feel like I didn't need to watch it to know your character. You deserve all of this and I am pleased that you are reconnecting with your mom. That is very special and everything happens for a reason. Maybe you saw such success in the last 4 years so you could be there for her when she needed it most. You inspire me and make me want to figure out how to cope with my own depression and loneliness so I can grow and thrive as a human being. Thank you for being you WITHOUT fear or apology. It is beautiful.

  • Josephine Polamuri
    Josephine Polamuri   22 hours ago

    i've loved you right from the moment i first heard you speak dear...love!!!

  • Aseel Al-Hasani
    Aseel Al-Hasani   1 days ago

    this video made me cry, i really wish u both can heel each other and happy that u had this chance to reconnect. i really hope one day someone will make a movie about your life, sooo many lessons to everyone in these experiences. praying for everyone struggling mentally and physically

  • Haha Ahahaha
    Haha Ahahaha   1 days ago

    Well done, Jeffree. I know its rough to spill your soul like that, but it helps ppl to see that youre a real person like everyone else, and not some careless dbag with a perfect life. Had you not gone thru those 'dark nights of the soul', you prob wouldnt have been so driven to get to where you are now. I think its good for your fans to see that human side and to be able to relate to you on a diff level. Maybe those that are still living those dark times will find this inspiring.

  • Sofi_ EvFan
    Sofi_ EvFan   1 days ago

    Your story from Shane's documentary until this video is so inspiring, you are one of those very few people who "dare" to share their past and that makes you such a REAL person... I'm sure you have now not only the admiration but the respect of so many people... And also I'm sure you have many others willing to support you and share things with you... Omg I'm crying so bad right now... And I wish there were more people like you, trust me... If I had a friend like you, I would never let that person go, cause people like you are so worthy❤️ I love you Jeffree

  • Michelle Sisson
    Michelle Sisson   1 days ago

    I cried like such a fuckin baby throughout this video

  • sarah hessian
    sarah hessian   1 days ago

    You have a lot of shoulders to lean on in your fans. You are a true and genuine person. You being vulnerable and showing this side of you will show others to open up as well. You are such an amazing person.

  • t0ad licker
    t0ad licker   1 days ago

    Love you Jeffree! Been such a big fan of you and your style since the Hollywood Undead/Myspace days! <3

  • iamjuliaboyle
    iamjuliaboyle   1 days ago

    I LOVE YOU JEFFREE. You inspire me every day! I have always been a fan and always will!

  • jules 01
    jules 01   1 days ago

    You are such an Inspiration... I lv u so much ❤❤❤❤❤ god bless u.... Proud of you 😇😇😇😇

  • czearina palonpon
    czearina palonpon   1 days ago

    After i watched shanes documentary, i truly respect you and your craft. I truly love how true are you to other people and to you workers. I really proud of you how you become you truly deserve the blessings you have.

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    koljushardrytp   2 days ago

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  • usui usui
    usui usui   2 days ago

    Your story is very inspiring Jeffrey. You are so beautiful and strong. Love you legend.

  • Andi
    Andi   2 days ago

    Oh jeezeI’m bawling You’re amazing, thank you Jeffreestar ❤️

  • Jaiden Frangou-Mayer

    I knew nothing about you before watching Shane’s documentary. I just knew you did amazing makeup. It really got to me when I found out about the self harm. I went through a time that I would use that to deal with things. It’s been over four years now and my plan is to do what you have done and get tattooed over the scars. You are such a strong person and I also know that even if you’re not hurting yourself anymore that it doesn’t mean that you’re “fixed” and that there are still bad things to deal with. You are not alone.

  • Christina Pugsley
    Christina Pugsley   2 days ago

    Hi jeffree im so proud of u for sharing your story im so proud of you because you would be so surprised how many people do that and much that helped others and mainly to help you thank you so much. Also congratulations for reconnecting with your mom i think its wonderful you need each other she is your mom and you are her child regardless of age im so happy for you jeffree

  • april mayberry
    april mayberry   2 days ago

    Jeffrey I love you I think your amazing, you give me joy watching you. I love your tats and you are beautiful omg you sound like me and my daughter 11 years she didn't talk to me. I understand what your saying my daughter is coming back slowly. I always loved my daughter. Jeffrey you have my heart. I Thank you for opening up like this, I respect you whole heartly your a amazing person. I want someone like you in my life. you just make want to hug you. Thank you so much for this. You just made me feel their is a happy ending after all .

  • elfienfiyero1
    elfienfiyero1   2 days ago

    Jeffree- I lost my mom (suddenly) in 2004. I am so happy that you were able to reconnect and try to heal before it was too late. You’ve got all of our love and support no matter what.

  • DDirish2713
    DDirish2713   2 days ago

    Jefree, I have been a fan and watcher of yours for a few years now and I am always super impressed with your courage and not giving a sh*t, I'll say it like it is, attitude. I LOVE IT! You have catapulted to the top at such a fast rate. When it started happening, it went whoosh, so fast. (I know you struggled for years, I mean this as when you finally started to go up, that was fast) No matter how famous or wealthy or smiley ppl are, everyone and I mean everyone, has secrets that are hard for them to talk about or deal with. Thank you for sharing another part of you with us, I know it's always scary and hard to do but us true fans, always appreciate you and love you through all of it! 😘

  • SC BoyMom
    SC BoyMom   2 days ago

    I totally get stretching your truth/lying so that you don't have to admit to yourself the problems that are actually going on. You try to trick your brain. It's not so much you just don't want others to know, it's that I'd you give that info to someone else, then it's no longer under your control. You no longer can control when you deal with it, because you know the others may say something when you aren't expecting it or aren't prepared for it. THAT is what is the scariest thing.